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for Jackson - after sex plot
It's been a strange few days. Mac woke up to the island gone completely mad, with people changing ages and sexes and her own boyfriend had been a girlfriend and there was some strange fluidity in her sexual orientation that was more than a little unsettling.
Still, it's worked out so far and while she misses being with Jackson as she knows him, she isn't exactly going to break up with him (her?) over the lack of a penis. She'll just have to get used to life without it, if the island doesn't revert back to normal.
Right now, she's settled in bed with a book on current foreign policy; it's a new one by Vali Nasr that isn't even published yet when she's from and it's fascinating. She's making notes all in the margins and pities the poor soul who wants to read it afterward.
Then again, there are few on the island as passionate and nerdy about Middle Eastern diplomacy than she is.
Still, it's worked out so far and while she misses being with Jackson as she knows him, she isn't exactly going to break up with him (her?) over the lack of a penis. She'll just have to get used to life without it, if the island doesn't revert back to normal.
Right now, she's settled in bed with a book on current foreign policy; it's a new one by Vali Nasr that isn't even published yet when she's from and it's fascinating. She's making notes all in the margins and pities the poor soul who wants to read it afterward.
Then again, there are few on the island as passionate and nerdy about Middle Eastern diplomacy than she is.
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She does that on purpose, every single time, and it's enough to make him groan. Jackson's enough of an exhibitionist to not be worried by the camera at all, and he concentrates on pushing into her until he's in her to the root.
"Good?"
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Mac nods quickly. What she wants to say is fuck yes, it's good, but she can't so she just keeps her limbs loose and relaxed.
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He gives her another moment to adjust and then he starts to move at first, slow, deep strokes, his hands resting on the backs of her thighs.
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That's it. Mac loves this and she bites down hard on the panties, choking off a moan. She had never thought herself into anything out of the ordinary but that was before Jackson, clearly.
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He doesn't go easy on her for long, setting a harder, faster rhythm. He wants her to be able to feel this tomorrow. He doesn't want her to be able to think of anything else.
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Mac feels the tears in her throat and chest before she actually cries and this is apparently the only way her body can express what she's feeling.
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She'd warned him about the weeping so he doesn't pay too much attention to it, making sure to keep up a rhythm. "Make sure your face is turned towards the camera, Mac," he says.
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Mac tips her chin up and feels the tears slipping down her face. She hopes she's in frame. She squeezes around him a little more and rocks forward slightly, whimpering around the gag.
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Jackson groans in answer, head bent as he fucks her, hands wrapped around the bedframe to give him more leverage.
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Mac is pretty sure she looks completely fucked up right now and, what's worse, she doesn't care. She will probably watch this later and cringe but for now, she feels damned good.
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"Jesus, Mac, I love this," he says, losing the end of it in a moan as he rocks into her, dropping one hand to rub over her clit as he fucks her.
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Mac isn't expecting that stimulation and she cries out around the gag, trying to keep it together for just a little bit longer.
She doesn't expect she's going to be able to.
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He's nearly there, almost there, and he pushes two fingers into her, fucking her in both wholes at once as he rubs his thumb over her clit.
"You want to come for the camera once more, Mac?"
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Mac nods quickly, so close that just a little more pressure will knock her over the edge. Just a little more.
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The eagerness makes him laugh and he takes his fingers away from her for a moment, thrusting into her until he's the one that's coming. It won't kill her to wait.
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God, he's terrible, and Mac starts crying again because she's just so strung out and needy right now.
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Once he's spent, he goes back to it, rubbing her clit fast, firm, wanting to bring her off while he watches, wanting to stay inside her for as long as he can.
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Mac's breath catches and she moans around the gag, coming easily with just that little bit of stimulation.
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He keeps going until he's sure that she's all the way through it and then he reaches up, untying her, ungagging her. He leaves the blindfold until last, bending his head to kiss her as he pulls it away, swiping at the tears on her cheek with his thumb.
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"I'm sorry I cried," MacKenzie says, still sniffling lightly. "But at least you were prepared this time, right?"
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"You did warn me," he says, leaning up to flip the camera off. "You okay, there, darlin'?"
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"Can you hold me for a little while?" She guesses that it's a strange request but their relationship has a dynamic that she isn't exactly used to yet and she feels strange asking for more traditional sorts of affection.
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"You know I will," he says, taking a moment to sort out the sheets so that they can slip between them before he guides her into his arms, pulling her in against his chest. He presses a kiss against her forehead.
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"That was insane," Mac murmurs softly. "Absolutely insane. But I loved it. You always push me to places I don't expect I'll ever go."
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"Glad that you trust me enough to let me, darlin," he says, stroking his fingers along her arm.
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